Sometimes I feel I'm foolish.
I used English for buying CBD related item from USA. I must have pride it. But I think it's too normal thing to have pride. I think my English skill is low level and I have no power to change my world. And I feel I'm foolish.
In average Japanese, I can use English. I can be proud it.
But I use English more and more, I feel I'm fool.
And I can't see meaning of studying English.