11/19/2015

I passed Grade 2 of EIKEN

I haven't written this blog for long time.

I passed Grade 2 of EIKEN. About B1 in CEFR.
I thought I couldn't pass secondary test. But I did.

I'll try TOEIC in January next time. I hope to get over 600 points on the test. And finally I'd like to get over 730 points some day. It's about B2 in CEFR.

10/13/2015

Eiken exam ended

Eiken examination 2nd grade is ended.

I marked 85% score in self check. I'm going to pass the examination. I certified CEFR B1 grade totally? Next, I'll try 2nd examination, interview. Maybe I'll pass the exam too.

I'm already thinking about after 2nd grade.
I'll try Eiken pre1 grade in January, next year. I'm not sure if I can pass pre1 grade, so I'll study everyday from today, and I'll decide in December if I try pre1.

I thought  I study Chinese after Eiken 2nd grade, but it's better that I continue to study English till pre1 grade. Pre1 grade is about CEFR B2. So I pass pre1 grade, I can work a job using English.

9/13/2015

I have "Asage" this winter

I have instant soba midnight every winter.
But I have instant miso soup from this winter, because it's low calorie.

I like Nagatanien's Asage. Asage means breakfast. It's strange to have Asage at midnight, but it's tasty.

9/09/2015

I received 2.1ch speaker

I received 2.1ch speaker yesterday.

It's easy to install. I set up Mac mini, MacBook Pro, iPhone.
I can change connection each devices.

That's good sound.
I present enough by 6000 yen.

9/08/2015

I ordered 2.1ch wireless speaker

I'm too tired to write blog in foreign language because of making over my room.

I don't write detail, but I ordered 2.1ch wireless speaker. It's enable to listen Mac mini, Mac Book Pro, iPhone, TV on same speaker. I'm going to like it.

9/07/2015

I want 4K display

Suddenly I want 4K display.

I made over my room suddenly this morning. After finished, I tried clam shell mode of my Mac Book Pro. My display is something indistinct after watching retina display. So I want to buy good display, and I found 4K display is cheaper a little than before. But still expensive for me.

I wait to buy 4K till it will be very cheap.

9/05/2015

I drank beer yesterday, but

I drank beer yesterday after 4 days.

But beer after long time was not tasty. Maybe I forgot beer's taste. I feel coffee is the best drink. So I'll quit alcohol again from today.

9/04/2015

I have quitted alcohol for 3 days

I don't drink beer now.

After I bought coffee maker, I don't want to drink beer. And I have quitted beer for 3 days. Now 4th day.

I have 6 can of beer yet, so I'm going to drink someday, maybe today or tomorrow. But I'm surprised coffee is stopping me drinking alcohol daytime.

9/03/2015

I don't study for EIKEN now

I haven't studied English for EIKEN for 2 weeks.

I can say "I'm studying English", because I listen BBC World and Kikutan everyday. But I don't study for exam, so I don't sure to pass exam. I could get enough point on old exam 2 weeks ago. But not to study for exam is not good for real exam. I'm worry. But I'm also thinking it's no worth to pass 2nd grade EIKEN, because I already prove ability for 2nd grade on old exam.

Next Eiken held about 1 month after.

9/02/2015

I drank much coffee

I received coffee maker yesterday.

After I received, I made 6 cups of coffee 2 times. I already drank 3 cups of coffee before I made.

I maybe became acute caffein poisoning...

But I'm drinking coffee again this morning. I made 10 cups of coffee. It's about 4 Starbucks mags of coffee. I already feel something strange.

But good thing is in my life.
I didn't want drink beer little.
I got drank by caffein.

9/01/2015

I'll receive coffee maker

I bought a coffee maker on Yodobashi.com yesterday, and I'll receive today.

I drink coffee much lately, Starbucks' solo filter is not fit for my life. The coffee maker can make 10 cups of coffee, and the pot can keep warm.

But I worry if the coffee maker is too big. 10 cups of coffee is much. So I think the body is too big.

8/31/2015

My nephew is back his home

This summer, my nephew stayed my home, and he is back his home today.
We miss him a little.

Difficulty in studying Chinese for Japanese

I started Chinese blog for practicing for writing Chinese.

I think difficulty in Chinese for Japanese is Chinese Kanji and Pinyin. Pinyin is like Romaji for Japanese. We Japanese know Japanese Kanji reading in Japanese, and we tend to read Chinese kanji in Japanese. So we feel difficult to memorize both Chinese Kanji and Pinyin. If we don't know Pinyin, we can't type in Chinese. So I often search Pinyin on web.

Speaking of Kanji, Japanese Kanji is different from Chinese. On the top of that, Chinese kanji using in Taiwan is different from in Beijing. For Taiwan is Traditional Chinese, and for Beijing is Simplified Chinese. It's difficult for Japanese to read Simplified Chinese, because it's too simplified. It's easy relatively for Japanese to read Traditional Chinese, because we can recognize meaning by shape of Traditional Chinese. So I use Traditional Chinese for my Chinese blog and tweeting in Chinese.

By the way, my aim to studying Chinese is writing grumble in Chinese. I reached this level in English, but it's difficult in Chinese now. I continue writing in Chinese even if the sentence is too short.

8/30/2015

Hum... I fixed RSS setting

I fixed RSS setting.

Maybe it will work. But if something wrong, please send me message.

I build Chinese blog

I'm already writing Chinese on Twitter.

And I'll build Chinese blog. But RSS settings is something wrong. I can't find reason why feedburner can't update RSS.

Anyway, I started Chinese blog. I'm not good at Chinese. So I wrote a little at first.

http://chinese.tosh-jp.com

8/29/2015

I'm tired to study

I wrote that I was listening BBC by 4-speed.

I became very tired.
Already I don't have joy to improve to listen English. I thought it was very common thing. I think I don't need to improve my English more.

To do too much is similar to do nothing.

8/28/2015

I'm listening BBC in 4-speed

I wrote I listened BBC twice speed maybe.

After 2-speed, I'm be able to listen to BBC 1-speed yesterday.
I thought it's interesting that.

So I'm listening 4-speed of BBC. I don't understand in 4-speed. But 2 days ago, I can't understand 2-speed, and now 3-speed a little. So someday I can understand in 4-speed, and I improve listening skill more.

8/27/2015

My nephew's homework will be finished

My nephew's homework of Math was finished yesterday.
The rest is 2 calligraphy what will be taught by a neighborhood who was a teacher.

His family go out to west Japan for 1 and half week, but he can finished.
The day he go back his home is soon.

8/26/2015

It's too cool tonight

I woke up at 2:30.

It's too cool a little tonight. 25 degree C. Before bon holiday, it was 34 degree C.
I drank 2 cups of hot coffee, but still cold.

I say suddenly, but I found high speed listening in English is improve normal speed listening.

I'm listening BBC podcast on twice speed, of course I can't take meaning. But when I changed normal speed, I can listen very slowly. Because of my vocabulary, I can't still take meaning on BBC. But I think I can listen easily on English examination. I found a good thing.

Lately, I listen "Kikutan" in daytime, and BBC after evening. So I'll listen BBC twice speed from today.

8/25/2015

Rough journal

I didn't know what to write today.
So I wrote what I think roughly on "tosh-jp.com".

My little nephew is my home.
Elder and his mother go out to Tokyo, so we take care little today. Little is always smiling, and we feel happy too.

Today, I reserved a dentist. So I don't eat anything this morning. I'll take a one shot medicine, and become dizzy, so I can't go by car. I always go by bicycle except of rainy day.

On the top of dentist, I'll go to clinic as usual. Thanks to little I'll go to clinic alone today. So I won't ask the doctor deep question today.

Well. It's 3rd day since I quitted beer. Somehow I suddenly quit alcohol. I think if I feel bad mentally and physically, I quit alcohol maybe. I drink 3 cups of coffee every morning since I quitted, and I become high not to want beer. I don't drink coffee for the dentist today, but when I'll be back, I'll drink coffee to become high.

8/24/2015

I don't challenge pre1 grade

One more topic.

I don't apply pre1 grade of EIKEN.
I think clearly with coffee yesterday morning. And I found I didn't want to pass the exam, and I just want English skill similar pre1 grade. So I decide not to apply pre1 grade. I'll try 2nd grade for exam fee what I already paid.

Incidentally, I can pass 2nd grade easily maybe.

I have listened "Kikutan" for 10 days

I have 2 topics this morning.

First, I have quitted beer for 48 hour.
I drank coffee all day long yesterday, and I didn't want beer. So I'll also drink coffee much today.

Second, I have listened "Kikutan" CD for 10 days.
Kikutan is a series of vocabill books with CD, I listened 4 books of CD in my playlist during daytime.

I can't recognize my vocabulary is increased. So I'll check books of Kikutan if I memorized the words by now.

8/23/2015

I read a manga last night

I read manga after a long time last night.

The manga called "Hyakumanjo Labyrinth" is a very interesting SF story.
I liked this.

8/21/2015

I'll challenge past exam again

I wrote that I would try past examination of 2nd grade EIKEN.

The result was 51 point, and I could pass the examination. Minimum passing point is 41 point, and maximum point is maybe 75 point, so I can't say it's very easy to pass, but certainly I'm going to be able to pass the real examination.

Next problem is if I'll apply pre1 grade EIKEN. Deadline is 17th of next month. I have to decide if I apply till the day. I found best solution is trying past examination. so I'll also try past examination of pre1 grade in this morning.

8/20/2015

I challenged CASEC last night

I tried a web-based English examination called CASEC last night.

The result was "EIKEN pre2 grade, and TOEIC 515 point". I was shocked because I think that I have a ability to pass easily EIKEN 2nd grade.

After examination, I searched web, and I get a solution to challenge past examination questions on 2nd grade. If I could pass past test, I would really pass.

So I'll try past examination in this morning. If I get good result then I'll apply pre1st grade on the top of 2nd grade. I think I have not to pass pre1st grade, but I'll try any way.

If I can't get good result on past examination today, I'll try only 2nd grade.

Sometimes I think "I can write like this, so I don't need try examination only for measure my English skill."

8/19/2015

Cloudy day

Today is cloudy.
It's relatively cool day today.

I don't have what to write in English.
So I'll easily write what I think now.

I have watched Al Jazeera a while ago.
Beauty caster is on Al Jazeera. A caster on Al Jazeera who I loved when she appeared on NHK is very beautiful to want to marry. I wish I could.
But why they don't ware Islamic clothes on Al Jazeera? They aren't muslims?

I got drank all day long yesterday. I drank beer at 11:00 and 18:00.
Since I don't think guilty of drinking in daytime, I feel easy to live.
Of course I study for EIKEN before drinking. On the top of studying before drinking, I listening vocabill cd when I'm drinking.

Sometimes I want to be dull more than feeling mental pain, and not to remember anything bad. So I drink beer in daytime. Lately I rarely remember bad thing what happened for me. But I want to get drank, and to be dull sometimes.

I wrote much more than usual.

8/18/2015

I think about beer in this morning

I want to drink beer from morning.

But I don't finish study for EIKEN yet. So I'll start study now, then finish at about 10:00 AM, and I can buy beer at a supermarket.
I feel dull Because of finding I can pass 2nd grade easily. And I still feel it's bon holiday, so I think I can drink beer from morning.

No one stop me drinking.

8/17/2015

Bon holiday was ended

Bon holiday is ended in 15th.

But 16th is Sunday, so in general bon holiday last till 16th.
Soul of my family is back to somewhere not here.

Today, It's Monday. I still want to drink beer from morning.
But it's dentist day today. I don't eat even breakfast.
Feeling holiday is still not vanished.

8/16/2015

I'll try EIKEN pre-1st grade too

I already applied EIKEN 2nd grade this month.

But I found maybe I can easily pass 2nd grade without waiting examination day. So I'll also vocabill for pre-1st grade with studying for 2nd grade, and try a examination called CASEC at the end of this month. CASEC is web-based examination. I can try CASEC at everytime, and know TOEIC score and a EIKEN level.

Then I can pass over 2nd grade on CASEC, I'll apply pre-1 grade on top of 2nd grade.

8/15/2015

I got drank yesterday

Yesterday, I drank 3 cans of beer in the evening.

I got drank much, I said my father that I want to leave from Japan, and to live Holand. and I said that mentality of Japanese in present is no different from time of KAMIKAZE.

It's not good even if I was getting drank.
My father became panic a little.

I drank much to say such a thing yesterday.
I must quit alcohol again?

8/13/2015

Bon holiday

From today, it's bon holiday.
My brother picked up my nephew, and go travel to west Japan with his family.
He sent me his sons' picture.

On the other hand, I made a bon alter with my mother.
It's so easy to make. I have made it every year.

Then, I studied for EIKEN.
And I'm drinking alone.

Maybe my cousin will come my home with her baby.
I'm looking forward to meet them.
I like children.

8/12/2015

My nephew will go trip tonight

My nephew will go trip with his family tonight.

My brother suddenly get 7 days bon vacation(relatively long in Japan). And He decide to go trip west Japan by car with his family during vacation, so my nephew will go with him.

I afraid that I lead drunker without my nephew.
Studing for EIKEN can't take for more than a hour because of "Study Gear" system limit. So If I study in the morning, I don't have what to do rest of the day.

I ordered a word book for EIKEN 2nd grade called "Kikutan" on Amazon. And I listen Kikutan's CD instead of BBC.

Yesterday I read a grammar book, and it's interesting, so I read the book when I don't have what to do.

I won't drink beer as possible as I can. But I think I may drink before dinner.

8/11/2015

It's earthquake day?

I read 2ch summary site yesterday. and I found earthquake will occur in Kanto region today. That is foretold by someone.

Someone's basis is as follows.

2+0+1+5+8+1+1=18
18=6+6+6

Well... 666? O.K. O.K. I know.
Earthquake will not occur today maybe.
...Maybe.


8/10/2015

I don't mind noises

I found I don't mind noises around my home.

I don't mind noises in service pit of car dealer and noses of traffic in front of my house. Sometimes I feel outlaw's bicycle is noisy, But I don't feel angry, or fear.

I feel it's easy to live. Increasingly I feel better about my life. Someday I'm going to recover from my illness.

8/09/2015

I drank beer yesterday and the day before yesterday

I drank beer the day before yesterday.

Before lunch, I drank beer. And afternoon, I drank too.
Without CBD oil, I seem to drink much.
If I have took CBD oil, I couldn't drink more than 1 can of beer.

I drank from 9:00. I drank 2 cans of beer.
I didn't drink more. But I got drank all day long.

Today, I don't want to drink, but I want to eat yakitori with beer.
My nephew's homework is maybe from 16:00. So I can drink now.
Hum... But when I teach someone, I don't have to drink.
I'll take CBD oil now.

8/08/2015

It's cool day

I feel "it's cool" is something stylish.

Today is cloudy. it's not hot today.
It'll be about 31 degree. And lately room temperature is 30 degree with air conditioner. So we won't need air conditioner maybe.

8/07/2015

About my nephew's homework

Yesterday, my nephew finished 2 homework.

First, "Practice Kanji".
It's writing Kanjis on a workbook to a notebook. For this homework, a examination is after summer vacation. I don't know if my nephew memorized Kanjis.

Second, "Gazing stars".
Last night, When I see the sky in our home, I can see Vega, Deneb, Altair. So I called my nephew, and let him write a worksheet. But speaking of this homework, I can say it's finished by me. it's not good for him. We can finished a difficult homework anyway.

Rest of summer vacation, my nephew is busy, because he has many events. But he can finish all homework with my mother and me.

... I used to finish homework alone in my youth.

8/05/2015

My nephew is back to his home now

Yesterday, my mother and I send my nephew to his home.

On the way to his home, we tried his homework, "gazing stars". And he and I can see the stars even on cloudy sky. But my mother can't, because her eyes is old maybe.

My brother's wife and a little nephew (my brother's 2nd son) is at my brother's home. My sister in law and my mother talk about my elder nephew's homework and summer vacation.

On the way to my home, my mother said that my little nephew cried when we stayed a hotel in Yokohama. So My sister in law and my mother was walking the street with him till early morning. She said they were very sleepy 2nd day. I didn't know.

This morning my (elder) nephew is not my home. But he'll play with his friend, and back to my home tonight.

8/04/2015

I'll try EIKEN 2nd grade

I applied EIKEN (English examination in Japan) in October.
I chose 2nd grade (2kyu).

I thoght take pre1 grade before. But I don't study for EIKEN. I thought I can't pass 1st test on pre1. So I chose 2nd grade for pass 1st test easier. But I tried web-based study service for EIKEN, I thought "Oh... I can't also pass 2nd grade without study". So I'll study on the service for 2 month every day.

Writing for KDP in English is very difficult now.
My aim of EIKEN is 1st grade. After I pass that, I'll start writing for KDP. But I don't know when I can pass the exam.

8/03/2015

We can't see stars

One of my nephew's homework is "Gazing stars".

So, I tried to see star last night. But I found I can't see stars, because many light is around my house.

My mother and I must think where we see stars.


8/02/2015

Making account for XRP now

I'm making account for XRP now.

I'm studying about XRP now. So I can't say anything. I can't earn money by XRP trade maybe. I don't entry much money for XRP.

Today I woke up 1:30. I'm sleepy. I'll go to bed again.

8/01/2015

August...

I thought I would have "blog holiday" today.
But by strange reason that it's August 1st, I thought I must write a article on my blog.

I have a appetite for CBD oil a little.
When I quitted nicotine without a medical support, I feel like this morning. CBD has a addictive like other strong medicine. Why CBD seller don't say that. I don't feel too strong appetite, but I think about CBD oil wherever in my mind.

But I think it's lucky that the appetite is weak. So I can stop CBD to continue reducing what I have.

7/31/2015

I quitted the vape and slept well

I thought different from every time.

Maybe that thought was better than every time, but I feel no good. I found the reason why I thought that. CBD let me think that...maybe. So, I quitted CBD liquid using the vape for 1 day. And I'd use CBD oil before I go to bed, but I forgot. So I didn't use CBD about for 1 day.

Then I woke up at 3:40 AM. Yesterday 23:00. I improve my sleep a little. CBD is really good? When I used CBD, I slept sound sleep, but sleeping time is short. I want to sleep long time. So CBD is not for me maybe.

For the present, I'll try CBD oil before sleep. If it makes me good, I'll continue to use it. But if I become bad, I can say my investment was wrong.

7/30/2015

Something wrong with my vape

In fact, I received new CBD liquid. And I using it.

But smoke(moisture) rarely appeared. If power switch is pushed about 5 seconds, I can make smoke(moisture). So I think something wrong with the heating coil in my vape.

I can still use the vape with patience. But I want to change a parts of vape, even if the parts is expensive.

7/29/2015

Finally I opened package

I ran out CBD liquid for vaporizer.

I don't have appetite for CBD like tabaco. But I want CBD a little. So I opened package from USA. 3 items is in package. CBD oil I ordered, sample of CBD oil, and Hemp lip cream.

I tried the sample like CBD liquid. I feel better. Next, I tried the item I ordered, and I found it's not for vaporizer. I thought I can buy item same as the sample for vaporizer. Next time I'll try.

CBD liquid arrived at evening. I ordered it yesterday. It's fast.

I cleaned vaporizer, and tried the liquid. But it's not good. I don't feel nothing. Of coarse CBD is effective when I feel nothing. But it's dull for me. I thought I fail shopping.

Next time, I'll buy the item same as the sample from USA.

7/28/2015

I tried Go again

Yesterday, suddenly I want to play Go during drinking beer.
So I played 13x13 board Go.

Computer player of 10k is strong for me. I was lose.
I tried "oki ishi", then I can win computer. But It's not true win. I reduce "ishi", and I could win computer on 2shi. But I couldn't win no "okiishi" again.

Maybe I must master "huseki" and see board widely.
"Huseki" is difficult for me. It's must master when I was more younger.

I can't win, but I like Go.

7/27/2015

I'm home

I wrote that I was in Yokohama.
I'm home now.

In 2nd day. We stay a hotel in the morning. My brother's baby(my 2nd nephew) was crying at night. So My brother and his wife was sleeping till checkout time of 12:00.

Afternoon, we went to Minatomirai, eat lunch, and play. We left Yokohama about 17:00. I'm tired, because it's hot yesterday. I thought I must go to city, and walk anywhere with someone. But I lose friends now. I can't go out?

7/26/2015

I'm in Yokohama

I've wrote before that my family would go to Yokohama for overnight trip.

I have arrived Yokohama yesterday. Well I live in a town in same pref, Kanagawa. So It's not hard to go to Yokohama.

At first, we went to food court in Minatomirai. And I eat hoikouro and beer. But thanks to his hot whether and alcohol, I became moisture shortage.

We went to Akarenga Souko in Yokohama. I've thought Akarenga has nothing, but it became shopping mole. I was surprised about that. Akarenga still has western mood in itself. It's nice. Yokohama is so hot same as my town, so I need sports drink much.

At evening we went to China Town and ate Chinese course dish. It's very delicious. We had very happy time. In a hotel, I played with my younger nephew. Younger likes me (I don't understand reason why). Then I fall sleep without I know.

I don't know where we'll go today.

7/24/2015

CBD oil arrived

I received CBD oil from USA.

But I still wonder if it's legal. so I don't open the package. If authority come to my home, I will let my nephew see authority is arresting me.
I think too big to do?

Anyway I don't open the package. I will wait at least 1 month.

I woke up too early

I woke up at 2:30 AM. It's better. I have woke up at 11:30 once.

My sleeping cycle is now tribble. At 8:00 PM, I go to bed, and I wake up at 2:30 AM. My ideal sleeping time is from 11:00 PM to 6:00 AM. I wrote on this blog that my sleeping cycle is 23 hour. My wake-up-time isn't fit social life.

7/22/2015

CBD as my risk

I went to clinic yesterday.

I told about CBD oil. But my Doctor didn't say "you can't use" or "you can use". So I decide to use CBD as my risk. my stock is a little, so I'll run out soon, and same as I don't use. Dependence of CBD is rare maybe. Not like alcohol or nicotine. So I will not have trouble about run out of CBD.

Rest of problem is package stopping in USA. Maybe in USA. If I can't get the package through the custom, I'll let it dropped. I can't be against the authority.

7/21/2015

I'm bad this morning

Same as title.

I woke up at 1:30. And I didn't sleep again.
I was listening BBC World, and thought many thing, especially returning society.

I thought moving to other country, but I can't left my illness from Japan. I can't move.
I thought to be employed by a company as a handicapped. But like challenging law, for example using CBD, is bad for working in company. I felt future is closing.
I wanted to drink beer, but I didn't. I slept again at 5:00.

I woke up again at 8:00. and I'm writing this article with coffee.
I'm sleepy a little, and I feel bad.

7/20/2015

About Yokohaman dialect

Kyou ha yasumi jan! 今日は休みじゃん! Today is holiday!

I heard that "-jan" is yokohaman dialect. Other one says it's Koushu dialect. Anyway "jan" is a dialect. I use this often in Twitter. Because I'm live in Kanagawa pref.

In South Kanto region, "jan" is usual. But people from Kansai region dislike "jan". A man from Kyoto whom I met in Tohoku region says that it doesn't seem trusty. I was shocked he was angry. But he loves Kyoto dialect. I think it's no fair. I think people from Kansai have advantages in talking casually. He said that Yokohaman dialect speakers seem foolish too.

Now I think it's not big thing, but when I'm a university student, I use Japanese like NHK, and don't use Kanagawan dialect. I used to feel bad about that.

I've remembered suddenly.

I feel heavy this morning

I woke up at 6:45 AM. I slept long time.
But I didn't sleep sound sleep.

Yesterday, I drank beer much. So I feel heavy by alcohol.
I dislike alcohol, because meals don't become tasty. But I drink without my thought.

I'll quit alcohol again when my Doctor say I can use CBD liquid.

7/19/2015

Rainy season ended

I heard rainy season is ended in Kanto region today.

It's a little cloudy now, but very hot outside. I want to drink beer hot day like today. I lose quitting alcohol again yesterday, I want to drink.

My nephew is in summer vacation, and he stays my home every day.
I instructed his homework in the morning. His home teacher is my event every his vacation. I enjoy it. I don't have a child. So sometimes I think about my child like my nephew.

Next Saturday, our family go to Yokohama for overnight trip. We'll eat Chinese dish in China Town, and stay a hotel in Sakusagi-cho. I wish it's fun.

I don't use CBD related till talking with Doctor

I suddenly think "I may use this? It's really legal in Japan?".
So I don't use CBD related thing till talking with my Doctor.

I'll go to clinic next week. So I talk with my Doctor if I can use CBD. And package from USA is stopping in Chicago for long time. If that is illegal thing, I want to send back to a shop even during delivering. even If the package arrive, I don't open package till my Doctor say it's O.K.

After Several days I'll go to clinic, and I'll decide to use that.

I forecast next month's B/S

I used LibreOffice to forecust my next month's B/S.
My money is a little increase. But really a little.

I spent money for worthless things recently.
I must take care not to use credit card too much.

And I think to go out to work somewhere if I can work in short term.

7/18/2015

I'm trying stop CBD

I tried CBD liquid all day long yesterday. And I enjoyed this early morning too.
So I'm trying stop CBD now. Maybe till evening.

I have felt nicotine shortage about 30 minutes after take a cigaret before. It's from my experience, as you know I quit nicotine now. But CBD doesn't drive me take itself from 7:45 AM. It's 11:00 now. I still don't want CBD.

Maybe I can stop CBD till tomorrow or more late.
Of course I'll try CBD evening again.

I tried CBD liquid

I received CBD liquid used e-cig or vaporizer. And I tried all day long.

It's not happened like illegal thing. And not like alcohol or nicotine. I feel good all day long. But I don't get drank like alcohol. It's good too.

I woke up too early, but I slept sound sleep. I don't think deeply about not to sleep long time.

At last, I think CBD is cleared Japanese law problem. If authority says that it's illegal, I'll drop CBD related items and wait to become legal again. Now I heard it's a legal thing.

7/17/2015

I drank beer

Yesterday was 15th day I quitted alcohol. And I drank beer much.

I can't perfectly quit alcohol.
I couldn't do something meaningful, so I drank.

What were my 15 days.
I'm fool. I want to kill foolish myself.

7/16/2015

My vaporizer I bought

I thought vaporizers is same as e-cigarets.
But a vaporizer I bought is more expensive than e-cigarets. And I can use many stuffs, herb, wax, liquid.

And safety system is this vaporizer. Clicking  5 times, I can use vaporizer. Old e-cigaret is easy to fire, so when my nephew is baby, I'm busy to stop my nephew push e-cigaret's button.

For use wax, I use this unit.


For use liquid, I use this unit.
I wonder how to wash liquid's bottle.
I can wash with water?


By the way, I don't receive a CBD stuff to use from seller in Japan. The stuff from USA is smoothly delivering. I can trace a package. I can't believe Japanese seller.

Meaning of studying English

Sometimes I feel I'm foolish.

I used English for buying CBD related item from USA. I must have pride it. But I think it's too normal thing to have pride. I think my English skill is low level and I have no power to change my world. And I feel I'm foolish.

In average Japanese, I can use English. I can be proud it.
But I use English more and more, I feel I'm fool.
And I can't see meaning of studying English.

What's happend?

7/15/2015

Vaporizer will arrive today

Vaporizer I ordered yesterday will arrive today.

But CBD liquid is not still shipped. So I can't try CBD today. Web site selling CBD liquid in Japan saying on its page that items is send about 5 days after. I know individual site is different from Amazon, but too late.

By the way I tried to get CBD oil from USA. I ordered a shop in USA. Already item send, And I can trace where package is.
Package from USA will arrive after a week, and package from same pref. arrive after 5 days. It's strange.

7/14/2015

I ordered a vape and CBD E-liquid

I can't sleep suddenly lately.

I continue search CBD related items, and I ordered vaporizer and CBD liquid sold in Japan. I can't trust a CBD seller I ordered till the item is received. Seller I ordered vaporizer can trust because the shop is famous for a hemp related shop.
Next time I'll order CBD wax to USA's seller.

At rest, I have to wait the items will arrive at my house.
I must trust them anyway.

7/13/2015

I searched about hemp

I woke up at 11:45. And I couldn't sleep again.
So I searched about CBD oil for my illness, for example I can't sleep at midnight...

I found CBD wax and vaporizer. I thought it's good for me. I remembered when I used e-cigaret. but CBD goods what can get in Japan is too expensive, and I wondered if I can get cheaper one from oversea with safety.

At last, I ordered a bottle of hemp seed oil as usual at Amazon.
I wish to get cheap CBD related items in Japan easily.

7/12/2015

My nephew became heatstroke?

My nephew and I went a park in my town's countryside by bicycle yesterday.

Because it's too hot, I gave him sports drink at a convenience store. But he became in bad when we were going to home. I thought he became heatstroke, and we stoped at supermarket what is cooling by air-conditioner.
He said he felt cold, I wondered if he was heatstroke. So I called my parents. Then my parents came the supermarket, and my mother took him to clinic opened in holiday, and my father pushed his bicycle. I pushed my bicycle with my father.

At last, I heard Doctor said my nephew is in danger of influenza, not heatstroke.
His heat became 39.2 degrees centigrade, He took a anti-febrile and slept in cooling room. He looked joyful, because he might continue holiday till next day.
Hey...

He would be back his home, but he is sleeping in my home now.
My mother is going to take him a clinic if he has heat tomorrow.

Self-introduce of this blog

Maybe you don't know I wrote self-introduce of this blog in English.

About tosh-jp.com

You can know where I live maybe.

I'll charge of the house with my nephew

My parents is going to attend a buddhist mass. And my nephew is stay my home from Friday evening.

So my nephew and I must charge of the house.

Biggest problem is our lunch, because I can't cook. I used to cook when I lived alone in Kawasaki. But now I forget to cook.
So We'll buy 2 bentos at a supermarket for lunch.

Other problem is not big thing. My nephew is a elementary school student, and he did his homework with me yesterday. And he likes minecraft and he is good player, so I don't need interference about his play. I must only think our lunch and my study for EIKEN.

But I can't go out for bicycle and Ingress till my parent (my nephew's grandparent) are back. It's beautiful day today maybe.

7/11/2015

I rode bicycle and played Ingress

I rode bicycle and played Ingress.

I went countryside of my town. I rode about for 1 hour and a half. I got 3 portals on Ingress and made some links and control field.

It's beautiful day for bicycle and Ingress today.

I didn't study yesterday

I already wrote I started study for EIKEN 3 days ago.

But yesterday I spend time for web-surfing all day long, I didn't study for EIKEN. Of course I studied (practiced) English, for example I wrote many article for my blog, and I read 2 articles on JapanTimes, and I listened to BBC radio. Just I didn't study for EIKEN.

When it changed date I woke up too early. Then I read Duo3.0 book and listened Duo3.0 CD. Duo3.0 is workbook for vocabulary. So I can't always say I didn't study for EIKEN. But I slept during listening CD.

I don't see what I want to say, but anyway I studied yesterday?

7/10/2015

Sometimes I get buzz on tosh-jp.com

I don't know reason why, but I get buzz on tosh-jp.com everyday.

A article in Japanese get many access from a country.
But I think people from the country is not interested in my article. Because access from the country is for definite articles. I think the reader is only access and don't read articles.

I don't know what the reader is thinking.

I build a new blog

I build a new blog in English anyway.

I have to relate my domain to this blog. But at first I write a article.
I don't know how many readers of my original blog in Japanese visit this blog.
But I try anyway.

If I fail this blog. I'll just back to the original blog.